"I'm a leaf on the wind...

I've been going over this in my head and I feel like I'm just going around in circles so I'm hoping some of you will have some ideas or are willing to talk through this with me. Cut for spoilers:
 
( Contains spoilers for episode 40! Don't click if you haven't seen it yet )

Sorry, that got a little rambly. Anyway, please share any thoughts you have below.